Xìngzhi | Two

Okay, I'll say this now.. ..flow with me…

So, I've always been that person that absolutely hated New York City. I never really cared whether or not New York City cared enough to hate me back. Having Family there, still just hasn't ever been a place I want to be. The anxiety I used to feel as a child going to visit my GodMother always came with mixed emotions because I absolutely adore her.. ..having to cross through that City that always seemed to make me feel bad vibes and as if I were living in a fog.. ..not a full-on good time…

It wasn't ever the urban drive of the City when I was younger and it wasn't that the day I found this bundle of petals. The issue I had with New York City was that I rarely ever saw any natural beauty. Birds, yeah. Trees, okay. The Prince George's County Maryland and New York of the 90’s didn't have residents focused on being there healthiest version of themselves from their souls to their goals. The focus of the 80’s seemed to be making sure the children were fed and clothed so you can still enjoy the party. Don't get me wrong, there are a lot of parents like that today. Take note of how the percentage shifts, though. The 90’s was all about partying, making money, and showing you were top dog. Today we focus on our well-being en totale, making sure our loved ones and friends are entirely healthy and progressing, and we're celebrating our lives by doing what feels good to our souls.

Seeing this bundle of petals while out in New York, probably leaving an audition or headed to an Event, was that one drop off love I had always hoped for from such a concrete jungle. It made me want to open my eyes and heart to what the Melting Pot City has to offer.

Hope. Faith. Evolution.